It’s boring here today… TJ, my son, for those of you who don’t know, is playing on the internet on my laptop, the problem here is that he can’t read and he won’t stay on any page that he is supposed to be on. So I’m complaining… BFD. Other than that life, such as it is, has been uneventful for the last five or six days. TJ’s mother passed away a week and two days ago, she was 23 and I thought that she would never die or at the very least not before me.
It’s been years since she and I were together, you see we broke up in March of 2005, but her passing has hit me a bit harder than I would have thought. I find myself drifting off thinking about her.
She and I made a kind of peace in the last few months. We could talk and hang out without it getting strange… well not too strange any way. I still loved her. Perhaps I always have.
I know grief takes many forms and I know it takes time… I’ll be alright…. you know… in a little while.
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