A Hundred Days Or So

The day I've been waiting a quarter of my life for is fast approaching, a mere hundred days or so. That sounds like a long time but it really isn't. I Still have no idea what that days holds for me, it might be just like every other day, but that wouldn't make a whole lot of sense, to have a date echo back through the space-time continuum, that isn't a normal day. For over seven years I've had this date in my head, also the number 37 but that's whole other event.  But for the life of me i can't figure out what could possibly happen that would cause a ripple through time.
You know after reading this anyone who didn't know about my admittedly strange ability would think that I'm mostly crazy, if not completely insane... which wouldn't be the first time... by any means. So i wait...I wait...  for the wave to break.

The Horror of Hope

I figured something out tonight. I hope and hope that I'll find a girl, but the horrible truth is I'm going to spend the rest of my life alone.

The Only Time

I'm sitting in my car on my lunch break trying to figure out where do I go from here? It's taken me a long time to get to this point, where I'm ready for a nice normal relationship. Of course it would be I'm ready about the time girls decide that I'm undateable. But then I've always been here, this is the only time I feel alive. Maybe I'm just destined to live a life of single blessedness, but that's lame, or maybe I've missed my last chance at redemption.

The Wait

I've felt for years that april 20th, 2012 is going to be a special day for me. I never understood why. Now that this fated date is just a few hundred days away I've started feeling like something is coming.
I've learned a lot these last few years about time and how the little things are the ones that change your life. I can't shake this feeling that I'm just waiting, which is always the hardest part. But what am I waiting for redemption or damnation? 4 20 12 could be my last chance for redemption or it could be hell on earth.

BulletStorm

I got bulletstorm for my PC today. As soon as i able to get 20 bucks together and and on my debit card I'm going to order the HDMI cable that i need to run the video from my computer to my flat screen and then i'll be to play it on the big screen. In the next few days i should be getting dragon age 2 can't wait for that one.

The Best Things In LIfe....

Sometimes they are free and other times they come at a cost. However having been in a horrible relationship for the last six months from which there seemed to be no escape short of death, the best things in life are the ones you pay for later.  Like my main man Jay-Z says, "If you're havin' girl problems i feel bad for you son, got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one."