The Only Time

I'm sitting in my car on my lunch break trying to figure out where do I go from here? It's taken me a long time to get to this point, where I'm ready for a nice normal relationship. Of course it would be I'm ready about the time girls decide that I'm undateable. But then I've always been here, this is the only time I feel alive. Maybe I'm just destined to live a life of single blessedness, but that's lame, or maybe I've missed my last chance at redemption.

The Wait

I've felt for years that april 20th, 2012 is going to be a special day for me. I never understood why. Now that this fated date is just a few hundred days away I've started feeling like something is coming.
I've learned a lot these last few years about time and how the little things are the ones that change your life. I can't shake this feeling that I'm just waiting, which is always the hardest part. But what am I waiting for redemption or damnation? 4 20 12 could be my last chance for redemption or it could be hell on earth.