The Wait

I've felt for years that april 20th, 2012 is going to be a special day for me. I never understood why. Now that this fated date is just a few hundred days away I've started feeling like something is coming.
I've learned a lot these last few years about time and how the little things are the ones that change your life. I can't shake this feeling that I'm just waiting, which is always the hardest part. But what am I waiting for redemption or damnation? 4 20 12 could be my last chance for redemption or it could be hell on earth.