May 20, 2012

All The King's Men...

To be honest, i don't know why i even try anymore. Life has a simple premise... i mean the description on the back of the box made it sound great, be born, grow up, find God, find love, grow old and die. Simple right? But that isn't the way that it is. There was a time when i thought i had life figured out, it was easy. I'm 33 years old and i am broken... not in any way that you can see, but it a way that matters more than any other. I've spent my entire life being told that i was worthless and useless and that i'd never amount to anything and that i'd be better off dead and that i should just go ahead and kill myself. The hard part about hearing all this is that it was repeated several times a day and it came from a man that called himself a Christian, a guy that once told me that Jesus died for everyone's sins, just not mine because i was too useless and stupid and worthless to be saved. after 33 years of hearing that is it any wonder that i am the way i am? Jesus is the King of kings, but i am broken, very badly broken, and all the King's horses and all the King's men... Will they be able to put The Doctor back together again?

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